this is why i love the religious right
Hilarious, but Christwire has got to be fake I mean
they said that in ancient greece women tore cocks off sculptures to use as dicks, like apparently they literally tore dicks off marble statues to masturbate and then??? put it back on so perfectly no one noticed it???
You know what’s been really bothering me these times?
I thought you guys should have an explanation to my awayness besides “I’m on college now”. What’s been keeping me away from tumblr are real bad sentiments.
I used to be friends with 3 girls. There were more girls in the group, but it was just the 4 of us many of the times. This was during whole 2012.
I met them because we all loved Elliott Smith. It’s an important part of my story now, cause it led me to talk english fluently and choose the Portuguese-English course on college, and this will build my career.
I got expressively close to those 3 girls. It was my routine to come home and talk to them. It was one of my biggest pleasures during that year. I could feel a good bound between us all. But now, I see that maybe it was just a bound between Me and each one of them, that got confused and somehow made us stay together in this group.
Two years passed. Me and one of the girls graduated high school. Each of us got older - in the good meaning of the word. And it was amazing to see everyone growing up. Living through lifechanging experiences. This was unpayable. Even more because our friendship was kept. Nowadays, I can pretty much go to any of them and talk about how life is, or any subject.
But this is not what happens between all of us.
Somehow, they all managed to stop talking to one other. Because it was an unhealthy relationship or because they disagree on many things.
Now, the past I used to look at with tender and love hurts me. It hurts me and I even avoid it to don’t cry more than I already do over things (I could consider it as ridiculous, but I see it as a problem).
Just to listen to Elliott’s songs brought me the biggest gifts of my life. I met wonderful people. Made great friends. Met the love of my life. And dude, even a career.
How come this happened? And why? Do I have some fucking special powers to keep my friendship with them while they now even pretend they don’t know each other anymore?
"Oh, Johnny, that is natural. Not everyone goes along well. Leave the past behind."
I’m not bringing the past back. I just don’t wanna get hurt because of it. Nor I want to ignore this all used to be perfect a while ago and that now it’s broken.
I just can’t stand it. It just hurts me a lot, and now I hate coming to tumblr cause it reminds directly of the three of them.
I wonder if I’m being a selfish cunt with all this.
That’s a pretty big reason I’ve been avoiding tumblr, even though it’s one of my favorite places on Earth with my best memories and stuff.